its only ytd, i really find myself super random. alex&ronnie were talking abt A, and out of a sudden i cut in & talk abt B.
damn.its super embarrassing.

surprisingly, my dad rmbs my bday,e date&e month! and start asking me what flavour i want for my bday cake. tht's a miracle! a HUGE ONE!!! when he don't even rmb his own bday & my bro's bday. ahahahahah!! he rmbs mine!!!!! tht's alr e best bday present for me!, then khairun! my pri sch friend. rmbs my bday too. when i had alr completely forgotten when's his bday.
jas had alr start planning for my bday cel, counting down to my bday. ping gave ideas. jaei finding present le.
i was taken aback. totally. its kinda weird. like thinking back last yr. its so different.
it makes me look forward to my bday. hah!

TO JASMEN GAN: THANKS FOR EVERY EFFORT U PUT IN FOR THIS DINNER. & THANKS FOR YOUR TREAT.
AT LEAST TEN PPL OUT OF FIFTEEN CAME. SMILE!! YOU BLOODY EMO GUY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
hmmm, your post makes me stop & think. thanks.

after dance bought durian mooncakes, rent vcd then went jaei's hse. ordered..
CHEESY BITES!!!! SPICY DRUMLETS!!!!! ONE BOTTLE OF PEPSI!! GARLIC BREAD.

but when i open e box, it kinda disappoint me. it didn't made me salivate as much as when i saw e adver on tv. like when u pull e crust or whatever u call tht filled w cheese at e side, e cheese looks so sticky.. so yellowish..so creamy.. so.. cheesy.. so wow!!!

but not tht true. e cheese were quite hard. not tht cheesy too. but still, nice! :D

no hard crust :D (tht's e best!)

went to support jaei for e dance flr audition, & yeh, they got in! :D
for e morning aud. e grps frm nra were e best. don't think any grp were better than em.

met up jas,mos,kel,ryan w jaei to 163. had bbq seafood! squids, CLAMS!, STRINGRAY!!!
miss it like crazy. havent had all of em tgether since sec1/2.


bought a small lil card, but in the end nvr give.
shldnt have even bothered to buy.

last day of attachment. & it really sucks.
i hate parting.
attachment was fun.
haha! got mistaken as malay for 4 times! they just look at me in disbelief & ask me how come i noe how to speak mandarin. haha!

ward 73. us & C.I

us & auntie amy.

us. (B2)

(b2) staffs & us.

tagged by yvonne.
single, taken or crushing?
single.
are you happy w your life right now?
50/50.
when you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
50/50.
have you ever had your heart broken?
of cause!
do you believe that in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NEVER!
would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
i did.
have you talked about marriage w someone else before?
yeh girls talk. hah!
do you want children?
yeh.
how many?
2/3
would you ever consider adoption?
yes.
if someone likes you right now, what is the best way to let you know?
just say it out.
do you enjoy getting into relationships?
50/50
do you believe in love at first sight?
no.
are you romantic?
can, if i bother to.
do you believe that you can change someone?
yes.
if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
lavender farm.
do you give in easily when you are fighting?
50/50.
do you have feelings for someone right now?
no.
have you ever wish that you could have someone but you messed it up?
its all messed up alr.
have you ever broken a heart?
yes.
if one day your best friend falls in love w the person you are deeply in love with, what'll you do?
respect e choice made by e guy.
are you missing someone right now?
yes. some staffs & patients frm Sgh.
now, you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
write down their names below & tag them to let them know.
1,2,3,4&5: anyone who wants to do it. (:

e job sastisfaction for nursing is really high, high, HIGH!
a lil smile or a nod frm e patient can just make u grin frm ear to ear.
tday, mr yee pointed to me & showed me a thumbs up sign.
i teared. am so so so so bloody touched!
his bday's this sat. bought 3 banadas & one medicated oil for him. hah!

am touched by my grandmother. she actually really loves me. she actually know me so well. know what i like & what i don't.
tday had my bp taken. its lower than normal. 90/40
told my both my parents. both said i deserved it.
only my grandmother. she said tht my mother shld give in to me. cook what i like & not always complaining & scolding me for not eating at home so end up so many problems. and tht she shld accept e fact tht im a fussy eater.
was so shocked tht she din join in to give me a lecture. haha!

mr yee's condition improved :D
he can wrestle w me agn! haha!!

10 SEP.
cel ling's & ryan's supppeeerrr belated bday.
this time round only 11 turned up. not e usual 15/16.
& e bill actually hit $256. but nvm, we got e vip seats! :D e ambience damn nice.
nice food, nice background, nice lights, nice furniture. nice nice nice!
finally when all e food came, jasmen gan immediately became e host of some food variety show; shooting at: sushi tei.
camerawoman: ME :D
director: everyone.
here's e video. damn hilarious. listen carefully. AHAHAHAHAHA!!!


& finallllyyyyy! e 2 stars of e day.

its damn true luh (frm haze) , why have a blog when its contents don't even have your own flavour, your style. blog's like your own diary. it shld just be you.

-i want to, wish to, have a breakthrough for my dance.
i no longer&don't want to just stay in my comfort zone.
i shld just stop whining why must girls dance like girls & start practicing to dance like a girl!

-left two more weeks & its e end of attachment. don't know to be happy or what.
i've grown attached to tht ward&the ppl there.
i'll miss those uncles there & the sns.

-saw my great-grandmother in church tday. suddenly just got so emotional. & thot abt those days in theolo. everytime when i went down to e kitchen for biscuits, she will be there helping out, walking arnd.

-crap! tday e preacher talk abt e growth of teenager & family memb. then he say tht in order to grow tall eat more seafood, BUT *those w shells.
like prawns, crabs. it helps.
bloody!! and it just have to be me having allergy to prawns!
no wonder! im still stuck here!

-sometimes my mom shld just stop making it sound like she's e victim & give me a break.


Project Runway 3's coming!!! 20 sep! :D

attachment's quite fun. meeting diff peeps.
but seeing em makes me feel damn emotional luh.
& when i saw some nurses complaining, losing their cool towards some troublesome patients it makes me feel damn pissed off. like what they expect. the patients are old ppl! its normal for em to ask this ask tht.

hah! tday an uncle kept insisting tht i've to be his daughter. & even went to the ssn to declare im his daughter. hahaha!
by now (aft 2 weeks) i've got extra "dad" & "grandfather". HAHAHA!

but aft 2 weeks of attachement at sgh, i seriously agree w one of e ci. if u've got no passion for nursing, u better quit now.
typical human beings: nvr put themselves in other ppl's shoes & think.


UGHH!!!!
im 17 yrs old this year. but w a 40 yrs old body. wrinkles coming out.eye bags. dark rings. & my hand! my bloody sensitive hand!; the skin's peeling off like crazy due to intensive handwashing like.... more than 10 times a day.


why must girls be expected to dance like a girl.

changed my blog url agn. ps. hahaha! this's definitely e last!!! :D
1 week of attachement makes me love & cherish every moment i pee, shit&eat.
nvr realised tht, to be able to pee, urine & eat normally is such a blessing.
many ppl out there cant even do such things.
we, humans do take things for granted. always.
tday's e first time i ever make milo myself. furthermore its for someone(a patient) i don't know. & surprisingly, he gave me a thumbs up. AHAHAHAHAHA!